Supa.

So yeah, I am still awake amazingly at 4 am. Oh wait we are an hour ahead. The other day (thursday) I had the day off (well I did skip math) and went to Stockton unexpectedly on a spur of the moment thing. It was cool, I treated my parents to dinner, and we talked and stuff. But at one point, my feelings just caught up with me and i just hella started crying. At first it was in private. I dunno why, I just feel anxious and nervous about everything all at once and overthink and I just finally let it all out. And then after awhile i went and cried in front of my parents who assured me things would be fine. I remember something my dad said clearly. By moving out, I have learned some things he could never teach me. I guess that's true. Then after I felt better, my parents put on the Pursuit of Happyness. It's a pretty good movie.

I went back to Tracy the next morning to get ready for work at Save-mart @ 3:30 pm and then one of the managers called and i let her put me on till 12:30 am. Then, I went home and went straight to sleep, and woke up at 9 the next morning to head back to work at 10 am and get off at 2 pm. The manager Terri that hired me, tried so hard to convince me to stay on till 10 pm that night. I would of, but I was soo exhausted, I could barley stand. I'm glad I didn't.

Later on that day Jill came over, I haven't seen Jill as much lately. Well I've heard she's been over when I'm at work a lot. She brought some random asian guy friend over that used to be a GM for several RO servers and he goes to Delta appearantly. I forgot how she met him. He was cool. We talked and Michelle's cousin Sharon was over. We all headed off to the mall.

At the mall I played DDR for old times sake. And failed Holic, heavy, cause i haven't touched the game in months. Then some good dairy queen and I went to Hot Topic, we had all split up and met up again at Hot Topic, everyone wanted to leave, but I wanted to try on jeans to buy and everyone stayed to help me pick out jeans. The guy working there was super nice, and I went and tried on some jeans in the dressing room. Everyone waited outside the room, so I got a semi self concious xD;; but it was all good. People were helpful and I found out that I could fit good into size 9 jeans there. Even though when I buy regular jeans at the mall, I normally can't fit into 9's and have to get 11's. Damn Junior sizes and my weird ass hips/body. So yeah I bought a few pairs, and we left the mall.

We rented movies and I watched Paprika, some anime movie about dreaming via machine going corrupted into reality or some shit. That movie was on acid and i didn't get parts of it. But ahh I guess it's ok. It has good ratings, so maybe I should just try rewatching it when I am not so distracted? Then we all went to behind Papa Murphy's/Save-mart where Spencer and Jorge were hanging out. Sharon tried pep talking me to get with Jorge but I was like @__@ I dunno. I know he used to have a crush on me, but I dunno if he still does. I want him at times, but then I don't. I self conflict on things like this a lot. Jorge's really awesome though.

We went everywhere @__@ I dunno what we were doing half the time, but finally we ended up at Gamestop, surrounded by nerds waiting for Super Smash Bros brawl. It was funny, when people came out of the store holding the game and everyone would mob them just to see it. It was ok, and I saw one of my co-workers out there so I talked to him a bit.

We went to Denny's and I had a quick Grand Slam. Then we headed to Jill's where we all played SSBB on Wii. I had a hard time with the controls @__@ and wanted to use the regular GCN controller but everyone said no. Michelle forced me to pick Link. I wanted to play as Sonic, but he had to be unlocked first. I like the Pokemon trainer, able to change pokemon and stuff, but then we came home.

I'm on Michelle's computer, everyone's watching a supposedly scary movie. But so far they claim it's not scary. I dont want to pay attention and should be sleeping, because i work tomorrow and most of the week full days. Swooosh.

I was thinking about buying a Zelda DS to play over spring break, along with Pokemon and Digimon. If i have the time to. I heard very brief talk of going to SoCal again. However, I don't mind if everyone else goes, I'm staying here and asking for more hours at work lulz.